Strong Enough

I did not notice your open heart,
Now I sit I'm falling apart.
You stayed away, then moved on.
What did I do, Where'd I go wrong?
I called you up to talk for a while.
You would not pick up, I could not smile.
So now I sit alone and cry,
I lost you and don't know why.
I miss your smile, I miss your touch,
I miss you so much.
What did I do, What did I say?
How could I let you get away?
Now I lost a special friend,
that I wanted til the end.
I wanna hold you close and tight,
Now I can't I don't feel right.
I know now it will be tough,
but I can handle it, I'm strong enough.

Promises

All the promises you make me
you never keep them, now I see.
You say you'll call,
of course you dont,
Spend a day with me,
I know you won't.
My hopes fly high,
the excitement is there
But you passed by me with a stare.
So once again a night at home,
I'm by myself and so alone.
I yearn for your touch
and to see your smile,
But it's an image that fades after a while.
I still have the memories
tucked deep in my heart, for I won't let them go
because without them I know,
I'll loose that last bit of your heart that I kept.
But then I think of all those dark nights when I layed there and wept.
I dream for the day that my last tear will fall,
for maybe a promise you make me,
you will keep after all.